I'm officially 32 yrs old last wednesday, 18 feb. Hmmm...Do i feel different? Actually I don't. Of course my body weight is 20kg more than when I was 23 but basically, I still am the same person I was then. Well, what do I expect? I thought a more elegant, mature and sophisticated lady will emerge out of me. Haha...It is true that age is just a number. If you are active, happy and satisfied, you will feel young forever. It's all in the mind.
The challenges that I have to face as I creep into middle age are bigger than before. I have three children and a husband to think of. Their problems are my problems too. I also have to sort my financial and work problems. But problems are important elements in our lives. Without problems to solve, we will not be able to measure our achievement. We will not grow emotionally and spiritually. We will not be mature and wise.
So, should I be grateful for all the troubles that come my way? Or should I detest them and run away? I choose to fight. I am confident of solving all the problems the best way that I can. And I am thankful for having my husband and children with me. I am also grateful that my own family supports me in everything I do. So, I'm sure, I'll survive and hope that one day, I'd be looking back with a proud smile on my face. I might not be the best, but I'm a fighter, a survivor and with God and the people who love me, I'm going to go on stronger than ever.
Wow..suddenly very dramatic. I thank God for being with me all these while, without fail. I hope He will continue to bless me and guide me in the years to come.